nothing more than infatuation.
the heart aint ready for anymore.
but why does feel so warm inside when i think of you?
aint it confusing.

if this isnt love
then what is it,sugar?
LOVE.

pardon me for not updating for a superrrrrr long periodddddd of time.
its not that im so busy.
im just lazy (:

so i had F&N Practical today.
haha,
im not satisfied with myself.
but i love my dishes because they are all niceee!
delicious and scrumptious!
YUM (:
pictures talk.
dont you know that?



out of all, i only love my Mango Pudding Presentation.
haha, but overall they are so tempting,
and taste awesome! :D
haha,
except that th custard wont turn to custard after like 3 tries?
i was pissed but it turned out well on th 4th try.
haha, perseverance really do pay off.
at th end of it all,
i was so superrrrrrrrrrrrr tired like w t h.
like i ran a hundred miles chasing th wind.


bubble teaaa-ing with sofia aini after that.
haha,i haddd a greaaaat laugh with her :D
i l y,babe!

i am seriously out of ideas what to rant.
haha,so i shall take my leave. :D

until whenever im so free (:

"soft, lingering lullabies that caress me
to sleep,every night.
bringing me to sweetdreams
and little make-believe fantasies."

lifes been a passing winddd.
all you know, mid year examinations is sooooo over ;D
finally eh?
after days and nights of mugging like crazaye
and moaninggg.
OH and being mentally exhausted.
haha, finalllly! ;D

i've NEVER been this mentally exhausted beforeeee.
um,whats done is done kan?
no use crying over spilled milk.
hehhh! ;D
so whatever results i get,i will try to accept it. ;D

chehhhhhhhhhhh!

today was niceeee. ;D
kindda picnic in the fields near Sherra and Kendra house ;D
haha, brought both my guitar, eleh,abe nak step rocker chic eh! ;D
haha.
sat on the grass, eat, guitar-ed, waveboard-ed,camwhore-ed,laugh.
haha, i havd a great time.
SUPERRRRRR GREAT! ;D

and my last string of both my guitar broke at th same day (:
baik or whaaaaaaaaat?
haha, one fixed.
while my purple one, awwe~ D:
favourite sehhh.
but still,guitar-ed with no last string.
quite nice lehhh! ;D

k steppppp.

abehhh,went homeee.
some poeple uhh,look veryvery irritated because i brought two guitar
and block their way.
haha, sorry luhhh!
my fault uh? ;D

met hafaz.
wahhh,mukaaaa tak leh angkat uhh.
macam surprise gilerrrr ;D
w t h.

whoa.
ada orang label me rocker sehhh ;D
step rocker ajaaa (:




hm.
i try to get th pictures fr today soooon ;D
see mood ehhh! ;D

im gonna watch X MEN Origins:Wolverine tmr! ;D
nighty show!

and since theres no school tmr.
pleaseeeeeeeee just someone,bring me out
for breakfast,lunch or lepak.
im boreddd at homeeee D:

*MOANS AND GROANS!

freak holidays! D:

come closer.
i still believe in miracles.
and i secretly wish for you.

i have FOUR more papers to gooooo! ;D

PAPERS TO RUN DOWN THIS WEEK:

-MATHEMATICS PAPER 2
-Science (PHYSICS)
-SCIENCE PAPER 1
-FOOD & NUTRITION

pray that i will still survive at the end of the week.
simply because i've been having MAJOR headaches this few days
and it hurts alot that i cant describe how painful it is,like seriously. D:
i think i had a brain crash or something.
haha,too much mugging i guess. ;D

weekends are nice.
and i love last friday night. ;D
haha.
now,i feel stupid.
because all th while i though this person hated me;D
haha,still,it was nice just talking.
again,again,again.
REWINDDD.

i've been eating TOM YUM for three days.
Friday,Sunday and Today ;D
haha, so now i no longer have cravings for them.
maybe i wont have cravings for tom yum for a month or something.
but now i have cravings for Cili Padi ;D
hahaha.

mothers' day was nice;D
ans created a song for mum.
and sang for her.
me and my sister went shopping on friday for mothers' day presents.
haha,shopping berlambak!
we got mum,a purse, a necklace a personalise keychain andddd a cute bear. ;D
hahaha.
banyak kan? ;D
kalau bole,nak beli satu lorry ;D

someone teach me screamo D:
because im jealous my sister can and i cant D:
haha.
oke th end ;D

"hm. aku patah hati uhhh."
"asal?"
"pasal,dia hot."

when we cross each other's path.
i love the way my heart beats so fast
and my mind went haywire.
i miss those feelings.
haha,dont bother!

I HAVE RUN DOWN ALL TH
PAPERS I HAD TO RUN DOWN
THIS WEEEEK! (:

im a happpehh girl now! (:
k,not really.
but currently im superrr contented!
why?
because i have NO school tmr and on Mondayyy! (:
time to muggggg.
and time to relax.
lifes great aint it?

i love today.
haha,i've been saying this like everyday before i go to sleep.
its like chanting actually.
"i love today, tomorrows gonna a a better day."
all th way in my mind until i go to sleep..

a n w.
i love todayyy.
oke who wouldnt love time with SOFIA KENDRA AND SHERRA?
they have NEVER fail to make me laugh till i cry. ;D
we guitar-ed,we sing we took videos, we eat.
but we didnt really study much. (:
haha.
me and sofia make a cover to i'm yours
after that.
haha.
its nice actually.
but i look stupid. ;D

and i finally got to spend time ALONE with myself.
well,thats two times in a day.
after school, i went straight to th interchange to top up my concession pass.
grab a biteee and went home thereafter.

and after hanging out with my girls. ;D
i went Jurong Point.
aloneeeeee,in fact.
so i spend time walking ard.
looking at stuffs.
mostly thinking of what to get for my mum for mothers' day. (:
with music blasting to my ears from my headphones.
window-shopping around is kindda cool actually.
should do that more often ey? (:

im STILL having CRAVINGS for TOM YUM!
and im superrrrrr lazy to cook.
because now,i lost inspiration to cook alrd.
like i cant really come out with new wacky recepies anymore.
and thats sadddd. (:

still,i favour baking. ;D

im still wondering what to do tmr.
hm. (:
someone bring me out.

"i want to roam around,
and be free.
dont want another failure
to bring me down."

LIFE'S A BLESS. ;D
sweetdreams

why do you always appear in my dreams
these days?
its like my little make believe fantasies,
where i drool over you.
and the smile you threw to me.
it was oh-so-sincere.
oh,well.
they're just dreams.
you appear in my darkest nightmares.
where i bleed on the floor and you walk away.
they haunt me.
oh,well.
they're just nightmares.
i want DEJAVU.
to see us laughing together like in my deepest fantasies.
how i wish.
I M Y.

ITS OFFICIAL!
SYARIFAH AZRINATUL NURULHANNA'S
CHEMISTRY IS SURVIVING ON LIFE SUPPORT! D:
*moans&groans.

group studying just now with Sherra, Sofia and Kendra was
THE BEST! ;D
ohhh and azri too though we dont talk much,do we?
hahah! xD

OKE.
OFF to mugging session part 3! (:

"which do you believe in? coincidence? or everything that happen,
happen for a reason"

"i aint a toy you play around with when you get bored
then toss it aside, all alone when you've found companion."

korang apasal?
aku gini ke,aku gitu ke.
aku nya pasal uh!
yang penting
aku tak menyusahkan hidup kau kan?
kan kau menyusahkan hidup aku apa faedah nya uh?
cakap tak beralas,tak consider ke perasaan orang.
cakap asal main lepas aja.
kimakkkkk uh, aku tak heran la kau terror mana.
budak macam korang bole buang jauhjauh uh!

stop it laa koranggg.
aku bukan patung mainan la seh.
layan kerana terpaksa.
bila ada masalah,datang pat aku.
hah,dangan ikhlas siol aku tolong.
sekarang aku need korang.
korang lesap,lenyap.
entah asal ngan korang ehhh.
irritating sakkkkkk.
apa sehhh salahh aku pat korang.
bukan nak ungkit la kan.
tapi i find it irritating uhh.
korang message aku tak repaly,fuhhh,
satu inbox penuh kau flood suruh orang reply.
sekarang,aku message satu pun tak balas.
bagus,bagus.
biasabiasa kan selalu k?
ini kan kawan?

ughhhh!
life, it just gets better each day huh?

glad i got that one off my chest.
hah.
today, i cook! (:
haha, i know
cooking+mid year=??
haha,but i just feel like going to th kitchen to make something.
so i made.
MANGO PUDDING! (:
i chilled it in the refrigerator.
i i havent tasted yet.

um,so.
as i was cooking.
and i want to make milk,as the recipe needs milkkkk.
so i took out this cup uhhh from the cupboard.
and when i want to wash it.
i saw this flat small cockroach STUCK below the cup.
i threw the cup into the sink and called for help.
haha,w t h kan?
so now i think,my cupboard is like an assasinator,which kills cockroaches.
haha,maybe my cupboard have got cockroach pee everywhere uhhh!
or maybe they made a settlement it the cupboard already uhhh! ;D
haha, o m g.
cockroaches i HATE youuuu to the maximum! xD

Mid-Year Examinations 2009!
Papers down,
-Science Practical
-Higher Malay Paper 1/2
-English Paper 1/2
-Electives {Social Studies & Geography}

Papers to Rundown this wholeeee week!
-Mathematics Paper 1
-Principles Of Account Paper 1
-Science Paper 3
-Principles Of Account Paper 2

haha.
so now, theres this ourbreak swine fluuuuu!
case yang sungguh sedihhh.
as everyday we will have to bring thermometers
to take our temperatures like twice daily.
haha,
yes i know
w t h?
but i believe its for our own good (:

i miss someone. D:
and i suddenly got this urge to talk to him.
and lately all of a sudden
he will appear in my head.
or worst i dreamt of him.
uhhhh!
i got th urge to talk to himm.
hah,but maybe
i shall just stick to playing around in
my own make believe fantasies.
*sighs.